Reflections
With the year 2009 coming to an end, there has been a lot for me to reflect upon. This year has seen my most intense relationships break down, get repaired and progress. I am referring to the three men in my life, one whose spot remains vacant. I have grown up a lot mostly to see my dad in an entirely different light. He has moved from being strict to disciplined in my books. My boyfriend whom I am no longer with at the moment has also seen a different side of me. That I can be passionate about something so much. But the best of all is God and how I look forward to focusing on my relationship with Him. There have been so many intense moments in 2009 that I look upon and think God must be present. I have so much to be thankful for and a lot of even more work to do in 2010. I have let my relationship with him slide because I have become downright lazy. But I am thankful for his grace and that I am slowly picking up. I am not a backslider or a quitter, my spirituality is my number one priority. I have decided that the first 40-something days of 2010 will be focused on my relationship with God right before I turn a new age. May God help me.
Sincerely,
F8ful-deviant.
